laurencurtis: sycophancy: riddlemetom: unfollower: I like how sweden just decided one day that gender is fucking bullshit so they got a gender neutral pronoun and stopped separating boy clothes and girl clothes and have pictures of spiderman pushing a baby stroller in a toy magazine why isn’t every country like sweden you push that stroller sassy spiderman! you fight those bad guys...
10000bc: since abercrombie an fitch destroys its unsold clothes and wont donate bc poor people wearing their clothes gives them a bad image i say everyone should donate as much abercrombie and fitch brand clothing that you have to homeless shelters so you can simultaneously piss off a shitty company and help those in need
my legs kill from yesterday and me hopping around for so long. it was worth it but damn. why legs, why must you make me walk like i have something stuck up my butt? ugh.
I want more friends on mfp :( it is rather boring with limited frineds and no one you know.. My tag is hlbizzle08. Add meeee :)
people: writing isn't ART
people: digital art isn't ART
people: photography isn't ART
people: video-making isn't ART
people: animation isn't ART
people: music isn't ART
people: theater isn't ART
me: if I paint the Mona Lisa with your blood would that be ART
People: express your feelings
People: let them out
People: it's not good to hold it all in
Me: *expresses feelings*
People: whoa calm down
People: quit exaggerating
People: get over it
whovianherbivore: People who tell me I just need to change my diet or exercise more and all my chronic illnesses will go away:
i’m falling back into the rabbit hole that is calorie counting and tumblr aka stalking others who are going through the same thing… 5th time going back down the path that i don’t want to but it’s difficult to stop obsessing once i startttt…fuckkk.
i’m not sure if i’m allergic to gluten or something. i have alwaysss had stomach problems that have come and gone throughout my lifetime but with developing POTS, they have decided to stay and be very prominent. i will eat. sometimes becoming uncomfortable with fullness from a few bites [literally 2-4 bites of whatever i am consuming] or becoming horribly, painfully bloated to the...
back to using myfitnesspal it is.
might as well. i mean, i have a bodymedia account so i might as well use it and make some use out of it. find me and make friends with me. please :D hlbizzle08
makes matters worse with this lovely find that i am not a maid of honor thing… i have been horribly triggered as of a few days ago. we went to urgent care for my boyfriend, who is quite small by society’s weight standards of a man of the age of 25. the scale was not calibrated correctly, even the nurse said this since they were about to close, but his weight came up as 127. he is...
ya ya ya. i’m annoyed…getting offered the role of maid of honor, getting ignored for months, being told when she was available to see me when i was home, and she now has a maid of honor. and it’s not me. soooooooooo not going to this wedding. seriously, this is the biggest fuck you in our ‘friendship’ ever. trying to stay calm, relaxed, and say stupid/childish...
is it bad that i have to hide family on my facebook feed? my cousin, who got married last may, shares a bunch of biblical stuff on fb. she shared a picture of an aborted baby on a table face down. umm, i understand you think it’s wrong and all buttttt i sure as hell do not need to see a dead baby on my dash…ya know, js. good lord.
Still don’t feel good. Woke up because my stomach feels iffy again. I’m tired but can’t fall back asleep. My stomach hurts but is hungry at the same time, which will make it interesting when I need to take meds again today. I was majority POTsie yesterday. First time in ages, and it was terrible. The first time my family has ever seen me dealing with my sickness. We made plans...
well. me and my boyfriend are going to my home in Illinois for the first time together in our relationship tomorrow. i have dropped major hints alllllll over facebook hoping it would provoke something from someone but nope, nada, zilch. i can’t say i’m not surprised. i reached out last time i was home [which was 2 years ago next month[ and was ditched for some guy, which i’m not...
i think i’m going home one time this year AND i think it will only be this april… sorry, i don’t want to spend $600+ on non-round trip plane tickets to a wedding to some people who cannot decide if they are getting married or not. i’d rather use the money for WDW or have my boyfriend use it towards a ring for me. not selfish, just not wanting to waste money on a ticket,...
one thing i do not understand, am it may be because i am more mature [this is what my boyfriend has told me] but i do not understand why your friends on facebook have to flaunt their rings, not the fact they are getting married. i have been with my boyfriend for 5 years this november and i look forward to being married to him more than a ring. i know the kind of ring i would like, he knows as...
i get so confused and run out of things to say to friends that have multiple kids, their significant other has cheated on them several times, child support, marriage, etc etc… I DON’T HAVE ANY OF THOSE THINGS OR EXPERIENCED THEM. STOP ASKING FOR MY OPINION IF YOU ARE GOING TO TELL ME IT’S WRONG.
I’m beyond frustrated with my life right now. I feel cornered, like there is no way out and it is going to be mundane, the same as it today a year from now, and I will be on the brink of killing myself. Again. Just….lovely. why can I not find a real life person to talk to besides my boyfriend about my troubles. I feel tense and have wanted to ball my eyes out for the majority of my...
better day today.
got it all in the open. breakfast right now. bagel with skippy natural, strawberries & kiwis, and a grape g2. good morning.
We are going to work on things….or he is going to work on the things I asked him to. I hope we can. I’d rather not look back and feel like I have wasted 4 & half years of my life doing nothing.
…and now we are having the ultimatum talk. this should be pleasant. really, not at all. i want to shoot myself.
I’m going to be dodging facebook for a while, i think. I’m just…. Drained. Physically, emotionally…having hard time moving forward with life right now and it’s becoming too much. The boyfriend and I had a more serious talk last night. We have been getting excited. We want to move, get a dog together finally, and just start the next chapter in our lives.. Well, I...
I’m running away to the tumblr universe because my real world seems to be imploding. I hate everything.
i think i’m going to do my passport stuff for work, then maybe work on some stuff for my etsy shop. definitely been neglecting that since i have been working so much. butttt i’m playing dishonored right now and i’m so tired from having to wake up early for my doctor appt this morning i doubt i will do any of it.
I would enjoy life a tad bit more if you stop trying so damn hard to be me and making me jealous. Ahhh.
whyarentibritish: elemeno-pee: feury: they say the best things in life are free is food free is internet free guess not THERE’S FREE WIFI AT MCDONALD’S AND YOU COULD SCAVENGE FOR FRIES LIKE A PIGEON so mcdonalds is the best thing in life
me and the boyfriend are going to do the 5k color run together in march here in winston-salem. i wanted to do one since last year and i saw it on here. i’m so pumped.
It’s kinda funny how their are different kinds of of people in facebook. you got the ‘hey, look what I’m doing! I’m awesome. Be so jealous. Are you jealous yet? Well, here is something else I’m doing you’re not doing!’ And then you have the quiet achievers that go quietly about their business and get compliments without fishing for them. Posting a picture...
honest opinions only.
i have been stalking disney marathon page forever, well since last year. i have been wanting to do a disney princess half marathon race for the longesttt time but now that i have POTS…i’m not so sure if it’s doable. i want to start training to see if i can withstand running for a few miles and maybe get a friend to do it with me since they have that option. i really want to do...
Soooo over people talking about going to bridal expos and getting.there wedding stuff done. Seriously, you talk about it every day so stfu no one caressssss.
so i shall be on here more.
i definitely have neglected tumblr this past 6 months i would say… since i had that episode where i couldn’t stand on my own while i was working out…yeah. i need to get back into my fitness groove. people be making my ghetto side come out and i want to smack them. i lost 20 something odd pounds last year and it took some time to take it off and KEEP it off. i make a suggestion...